Next time the slow days eventually get to the 15th of June I'll be able to say the best day of my life was half a year ago. I cannot and refuse to ever believe this. How can something that I remember so clearly be 6 months ago? Please tell me how that is possible as I would love to know. Half a year it's been since that day I had my first kiss, sat in a fast food with 4 people I barely knew, walked under the christmas lights with my ex feeling completely infinite. And truth is, that really was one of the best not, or even best, days of my life. I can't describe how happy I felt that day because I don't think I've felt so happy since that day. I remember it all even to the point where when I left my boyfriend to walk home, I got halfway up the road (to where he couldn't see me, it was dark anyway) I cried. Real, genuine tears over something that made me so happy, I cried. And from what I know, I'ts very hard to come across something that can make you cry tears of happiness. Yeah, there's wedding and birthdays and getting proposed but when you're a teenager you don't have those things to cry over. I had a night in town with my first boyfriend and some of his friends and that made me cry. That day changed my life and became a day I always wish I could go back too. It's a day I won't forget for a long time yet and one that I'll forever want to happen again. But as we know, you can never go back to the past and thats just a fact. We all spend our lives rethinking and trying to relive the past but I can't actually happen. And although I say all this, you would have to make me pay a lot of money to go back to that day. That day was one day and it won't happen again. I wouldn't ask to ever try and have the same day again because it wouldn't be the same. That day is in my past now and no one can change that. It's sad to know that from here on memories of that day will slowly leave and some day in the future, I might not even remember it. Everything has to move on and especially the person trying to bring memories back. Life was never meant to work like that but it was meant for being able to say a certain day was the best in your life so far. And so I will say it. The 15th of December 2012 was and will be always, the best day of my life so far.
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